親愛的小賤人

In real life, I’m not a photographer. I don’t travel as much as I should, and I take the same route to work nearly everyday. Once I began searching for lost shoes, I started to see my world a little differently. Since I never knew when or where I might come across a lost shoe, everyday errands became journeys in and of themselves, and my once mundane commute, an adventure that I got to take twice each and every day. I learned that my same old work route wasn’t the same at all - it changed all the time. The dirt and leaves in the gutter, the shards of broken glass and bits of rubber on the center divide, the cigarettes, the twine, the newspaper, the toy, the shoe – they come and go, and now I notice.

I suppose everyone is searching for something - something that will make them drop whatever it is they are doing whenever it comes along. I know it may sound strange, but for me, it’s a lost shoe. I don’t know why finding a lost shoe is so intriguing – more than the toys, the books, the shirts, the tools. Maybe because it reminds us of our own loneliness – of somehow being abandoned and becoming lost in plain sight. Maybe because it’s just hard to imagine how someone wouldn’t notice that they are missing just one shoe. Whatever the reason may be, I know that each time I find a lost shoe it’s like discovering a mysterious  secret that lots of people might see, but only I notice.

http://thelostshoeproject.com/

看完电影，好奇之下搜索女主角所讲的the lost shoe project.com...居然有，还有那些照片。对啊，怎么会有人掉了一只鞋子都不知道？应该心神恍惚或者酩酊大醉，也可能是抗议游行扔鞋子。。。种种，但与此片无关。整部片子的基调像极了before sunrise(sunset)，不停地说话。最后遗憾，无奈。一切一切都只因为还是寂寞。

人间蒸发果然不适合我。蒸蒸就可以了，万不能挥发！

开始爱上做瑜珈，做了没几天就发现我的筋还是很开的，抱双膝脸部贴腿已经完全没有问题，原来我也是有特长呀。要是早发现，真应该送去学芭蕾，就省得我现在减肥减那么饿了。练瑜珈还是很上瘾的，不管多晚多累，不小练一会儿已经不习惯了。我真是有毅力啊～

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不码字了。又词穷了。

PS:Happy New Year. And much joy to me in 2009!! Also to u! To Everyone!

徐家汇的夜景非常漂亮，天桥上有人拿着单反，架着支架取景，真是羡慕。

我只好ps照片。今天手痒哇～～～毕业前和朱朱一起去雍和宫，一直没有整理的照片。

爱极了北京一切红红的美好。

基本上，我又high了。

贴首Fa的新歌《嬅丽缘》，歌词中基本囊括了她所有的好歌。

回望日子 爱人情史 只挂着勇字唱出心事 但郎来了等不到嫁衣

输给野孩子 繁华闹市 稀客仍然无依 对可人儿在意

但仍让我说下去小城失恋大事 数你未能瞬间制止

讲直觉未免太早 塔罗迷都 真心听过少女的祈祷

当有自由咬着唇走到陌路 手信就如我命途

尚有姊妹很多 纵没爱人陪我 难道超龄是烈女的错

凭千千阕歌 掩饰的痛楚 但还是却有发生过

若向左走坎坷 向右转仍难过 从二丁目道别微笑讲和

寒舍内无人陪热血青年谈情歌 即使我未曾化又如何

毫无乐趣 只有茫然离去 至少友谊万岁

让前度处处热吻找寻新欢莫问 伤感真相刺穿我心

感受最后唱的歌热情无多 冰点里爱到跌入漩涡

这个大傻对号情歌够入座 当有泪流笑亦傻

尚有姊妹很多 纵没爱人陪我 难道超龄是烈女的错

凭千千阕歌 掩饰的痛楚 但还是却有发生过

若向左走坎坷 向右转仍难过 从二丁目道别微笑讲和

寒舍内无人陪热血青年谈情歌 都可以让你为你去饰演过

这小星星璨烂到无人垂青 恨水瓶仍活得感性

未沾湿眼睛 千杯不醉醒 抬头让我去看清回头望像泡影

失恋东京快乐到犹如流星 炼金术难逃过闪灵

能吻下来仍然未豁出谈情憧憬

花好到月圆散在泥泞
>>>>>all about love>>>>>>>

细数下，大致是：爱人。勇。郎来了。野孩子。稀客。可人儿。假如让我说下去。失恋日记。小城大事。数你。直觉。塔罗迷。少女的祈祷。咬唇。陌路。手信。姐妹。超龄。烈女。千千阙歌。有发生过。向左走向右走。再见二目丁。微笑。寒舍。热血青年。化。友谊万岁。处处吻。最后的歌。冰点。大傻。笑中有泪。小星星。可惜我是水瓶座。千杯不醉。抬起我的头来。如果东京不快乐。星之碎片。炼金术。闪灵。谈谈情探探听。花好月圆。

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居然毒害了一个纯洁的小男生。罪过啊。唉。。。反省了下，其实还是社会的错。

昨天上Mike的课，老头居然还记得我，甚至晓得我呆过北京，苍天啊，还有人记得我。他一直喊我回答问题，但我磕磕碰碰老就几个单词，连句子都说不成形。于是评语就成了Please speak up.You speak very softly.被发现了，我胆怯了。最近一次上课是上个月月初，两个月！！两个月不说居然就成这样了。下午老板突然非常高调的出现。一不小心，我沦为了翻译。语法颠三倒四，时态时有时无。我对着中国人试图引导，"尽量用英文说！"我对着荷兰人手舞足蹈，"Ya,he totally agree with you."希望中荷人民的关系不要因此而变得不和谐。

该为英语做点什么了。时间不多了。

High起来！！

PS.为没能参加的costume party。

制造节日气氛。

其实我理想中的万圣装扮是clown。像Two and a half Man里的Rose。姑娘简直是我的偶像。

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